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I’m tired of fighting wars no one wins
- May 23
- , 2012
of all the things I wanted to see
of all the things I wanted to be
of every memory that we made
for every mistake for which I paid
of every minute of every day
of all the obstacles in the way
for every belief that we share
for every moment that we care
For ever hope and every dream
for all the inspiration you let me gleam
for all that I’ve ever wanted to do
I never wanted to hurt you
- May 23
- , 2012
- May 23
- , 2012
if you only understood
- May 23
- , 2012
I met an angel, the day I met her.
Her beauty so enchanting, refined, eloquent and devine
Her Face so sweet.
Her eyes so hypnotizing
The sweet smell of her fragrance,
Still lingers in my mind.
Deep shining hair, like the fires of the sun
Her skin so soft, delicate and smooth.
A figure so feminine, pleasing and delightful
A demeanor, of quite trepidation, bordering on shyness
So delicate and beautiful was she
We spoke.
We laughed.
A mind so profound, an articulation of speech so rare.
Friend in joy
Comforting when sad.
Time too short, an eternity desired.
A love lost.
A memory gained.
A dream entrenched, oh how sweet it is, the dream of dreams
The sorrow that I feel, the heartache, and the broken heart.
The thought of her startles my deep sleep.
I awaken to see that I am alone
Where are you, lost love
The story once told.
A dream once believed.
Knowing that our time has passed
Wishing to speak and to hold her once again.
A love never to be.
Remember me lost love.
Smile when you think of me.
And know you’re never alone.
Always and forever
- May 23
- , 2012
every word splashed onto a page
filled with tears of loss and rage
running down a stained white fabric
my mind’s canvas only filled with static
Beautiful illustrations no longer appear
just death and loss everywhere
just give me my lashes don’t torment my mind
I know how badly I wronged what I’ve left behind
Memories so perfect now tainted with tears
More painful nights will follow these years
I’m lost. I’m alone. I’m nothing worth being
I’ve lost so much so quickly I’m numb to feeling
My emotions are shut down to protect my mind
Let them hit me all at once, I can’t just leave them behind
Caged in darkness with no freedom in sight
I wrap into myself, there’s no will left to fight
- May 23
- , 2012
Life will only take away the pain when we die, and then it just passes it onto those who love. How can two such opposite feelings be so closely connected? The more we love, the more we bleed.
- May 23
- , 2012
Where is the light at the end of the tunnel?
Where is the greener grass on the other side?
Where is the silver lining in this cloud?
How do you start over when you can’t even find the end?
- May 22
- , 2012
